SO nervous!!!! 10 +1

...Im so worried about tonight's scan at about 6pm our time, having got so used to seeing the sprout weekly, I have REALLY missed not seeing her for just under 2 weeks.  I want her heart to still be beating strong, her growth to be good, and the bleed to have GONE GONE GONE, or really shrunk... I also hope R's new Dr is nice to us. Im not entirely convinced that we understood each others accents when we met! Its Hubby's Birthday today So it better be good news, We really need that boost after the week so far, losing Harry, both our dogs being poorly and having to see the specialist in london first thing in the morning, my stupid knees thats were twisted way to far by my diagnostic rheumatologist back in may are killing again!!! They had been sooo much better(almost back to normal) since just before our holiday and have got bad again in the last couple of weeks, crutches are just useless, it just sets off the neural pain in my neck and arm and Im rubbish on them anyway, way to clumsy! They have been taped up (the knees) with lovely neon blue kinesiology tape by my lovely physio. Lucky Im not wearing mini skirts! Luckily Mr CJ's gift arrived phew!! It so heavy I cant lift it inside so hope it doesn't rain..Also hoping to get some AC sailing in tonight, hoping that NZ win so we win our bet...would be nice to get a little money back, everyone wants a piece of us today, the physio, the gardner, the plumber, the oil company,the electricity, the vets and of course a zillion surrogacy bills..*URGH* such is life...about another 3 hrs to wait....the time difference is a pain in the proverbial buttocks.